Propagating and accepting diversity in all its forms, colours, sizes, shapes, moods and orientations is the main purpose of this blog. Being a staunch proponent of human rights, freedom of speech and expression(with responsibility), this blog will voice out all my horrible filthy mind tricks, obnoxious blatant beliefs, and potentially blasphemous thoughts which have been contingent to my self exploration.
Thursday, June 10, 2010
I am Top
In accordance with the binary rules of our sub-culture,
“I am a top”.
I am a top because I screw
because I pay
because I don't do all those
"girlie" things which are considered
more abominable for me than seven deadly sins.
I am a top,
I can't cry my heart out
can't sit cross-legged
can't drag
can't gossip
can't be loud and proud
can't even laugh my mind out
And if I dare do all this stuff
then I’ll be a "Baji."
Tops are strong.
Tops are macho.
Tops are tough.
They never get emotional.
Can never get hurt.
Always remain happy and enjoy.
That's what expected of me.
That's what I end up being
a top........
After challenging the heteronormative
codes of conduct, I have to conform to 'gay codes',
gay prototypes-
Where we have only
tops and bottoms
plugs and sockets
Mards and Bajis.
There's not a single gay and gay only.
Just hetero wannabes.....
[Baji: A slang for gay (effeminate one mostly); Mard: A macho man]
(This poem has been published in May 2010 issue of Gaylaxy magazine).
Photo Courtesy: Abstract Shape by Ivan Prole
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